No one knows the pain i feel

No one knows the pain I feel Or the way I live my life.

Fighting everday, Trying to get no food into my mouth. Life's a b**ch, a tease, nothing good.
Trying to get me down, Lower then the ground, lower then hell. Because I already fell. Dont pity me, for they are my mistakes, my life, While I am trying to take a break. No, it's not for attention And no, I'm not a fake. But don't think I will die Just because it's my fate.
Tomorrow if I die Do you think you would cry? Think about it. Do you know me? If they lied I've already diedIm dead in my life.
A rose once bloomed Stopped, crumbled. I'm wilting away. I'm so flushed. Wasting space. I'm dying, I died, I crumpled away. My bloom of a flower Left so soon. So I'm here complaining Because I'm bored of fainting. My heart died a while back When they said they loved me.
But now I'm smart, now I know, Everything they said was a lie. So I think I'd might as well say goodbye. I cant fight. I wanna take this chance, Fly this flight. I'm killing my life, slowly My breath is running low, My body so cold.

Did you know what I just did? I slit my wrists, I hurt myself. For me that couldn't deal. My mind frozen and so is my heart. My life died away just last March. My heart faded, my brain shut down And now I'm blacked out.
No one saved me, they didn't care. The last thing I remember Is all their stares. Them all in black. looking at me, As if i was a cast, a bad person.
Then one tear dripped down on my face. My heart started working, my eyes opened back. I was alive, A devil inside, But they couldn't see. My voice would not shine, My eyes would not show That I was fine.
But soon my box closed forever.
I was lowered to darkness In a world untold. My flower petals drowned In a world with no crowns. Just a little voice coming from beneath the ground.

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